{"id":93,"date":"2012-11-20T23:02:00","date_gmt":"2012-11-20T23:02:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thebadassbreastfeeder.com\/attachment-parenting-with-triplets-by-guest-blogger-davina-wright\/"},"modified":"2015-03-06T23:22:10","modified_gmt":"2015-03-06T23:22:10","slug":"attachment-parenting-with-triplets-by-guest-blogger-davina-wright","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebadassbreastfeeder.com\/?p=93","title":{"rendered":"Attachment Parenting with Triplets by Davina Wright"},"content":{"rendered":"
\"Davina<\/a><\/div>\n

5.00am – Everyone wakes up
\n5.30am – Pump for 10 minutes, get 300-400ml (10-12oz)
\n6.00am – Tandem feed girls, 2 babies breastfed
\n8-9.00am – Feed everyone to sleep for nap, 3 babies breastfed
\n11.30am – Snack feed for everyone, 3 babies breastfed
\n1.00pm – Feed everyone to sleep for nap, 3 babies breastfed
\n5-6.00pm – Feed everyone to sleep for the night, 3 babies breastfed
\n6-9pm – At least one settling feed each, 3 babies breastfed
\n9pm-5am – Feed Connor at least 2-3 times, 3 babies breastfed<\/p>\n

\"Triplet<\/a><\/div>\n

I am 42 years old, I live in New Zealand with my husband Jason, my older daughters Tayla (20) and Dyani (19), and my 1 year old triplets Willow, Connor and Summer, and this is a typical breastfeeding day for me\u202620 feeds and a pump. (Times are VERY approximate) And before you say OMG remember they are now 1 year old, when they were newborns and having growth spurts I could do 36-40 feeds a day! That has even me saying OMG!<\/p>\n

\"Davina's<\/a><\/div>\n

I was parenting in a gentle manner 21 years ago when I had my first daughter, before I even knew that\u2019s what it was called. To me it was instinctual. My mother\u2019s advice was \u2018don\u2019t pick her up when she cries\u2019, and \u2018leave her when she\u2019s happy\u2019, and \u2018don\u2019t distract her when she\u2019s quiet\u2019\u2026I wondered just when I was allowed to hold and interact with my baby!! Luckily I didn\u2019t listen to her advice, it just didn\u2019t feel right. And I wanted to be with her, and hold her, and talk to her, and feed her, and cuddle her all the time. My dad would say I was going to kiss her face right off I was so besotted with her! I wore her before it was called baby wearing, I co-slept when it wasn\u2019t fashionable to do so, I breastfed with total maternal instinct as I had no role models or real support of any kind, I home-birthed my second daughter when it was unheard of in my small town.<\/p>\n

\"Davina's<\/a><\/div>\n

When I was 29, my partner and I decided we didn\u2019t want any more children, he had two from a previous relationship, and we had the girls, and so we were done, and I had a tubal ligation. Then when I was 35, and our girls were 12 and 13, he died, suddenly and tragically. Finding yourself a widow at just 35 with two young kids is a very traumatic event, but that is a WHOLE other story. Suffice it to say that I knew, even in the depths of my grief, that I was not going to spend the rest of my life alone. So I spent a year intensely grieving\u2026crying oceans, trying to still parent my girls, not eating\u2026then at the one year anniversary I visited the place where I first saw him, then the place where I last saw him, then I came home and turned a page in my life. A few months later I met Jason, who told me on our first date that he hadn\u2019t ever had children and still wanted to. I\u2019d always loved being a mama, it was the role I was born to fill, so I figured I would be up for it as long as it happened before I turned 40!<\/p>\n

\"IVF\"<\/a><\/div>\n

Due to the global recession we were unable to afford the In Vitro Fertilization (IVF) necessary because I had had my tubes tied so baby making was put on the back burner. Then 3 months after I turned 40, Jason\u2019s business was doing well again and he said he would like to try for that baby now! We went through two rounds of IVF, the first one ended in miscarriage of the two embryos we put back in, but the second one more than made up for it, with the next two embryos creating THREE little lives!<\/p>\n

\"triplet<\/a><\/div>\n

I was terrified when we found out it was triplets. All my ideas of another lovely homebirth, wearing my baby, sleeping with my baby, breastfeeding for years, all went out the window as I struggled to come to terms with how I would parent three babies at once. I did a lot of research (i.e. talked to heaps of other triplet mamas) about parenting styles, advice, tips and general sanity saving information. A great deal of it was the same, \u2018teach them to \u201cself soothe\u201d from a young age\u2019, \u2018get into a strict routine\u2019, \u2018learn how to prop bottles for quicker feeds\u2019, \u2018when one baby wakes, wake the other two to keep them all on the same schedule\u2019. None of this appealed to me. At the time, I still hadn\u2019t heard of Attachment Parenting, but I felt the \u2018harshness\u2019 of the way most multiples were being raised just wasn\u2019t for me. It was the start of choosing a path that has seen us somewhat detached from multiple society for doing things so differently.<\/p>\n

\"triplet<\/a><\/div>\n

I decided I was most definitely going to breastfeed. Even if nothing else fell into place I was damn sure I could at least feed them. I had always had plenty of milk, and in my research I read about wet nurses in Victorian times who would feed up to six babies, so I was sure I could do three. I started searching for other women who had breastfed triplets. I couldn\u2019t find anyone in my country who had fed past about 6 weeks, but managed to find some blogs from women internationally who had fed into toddlerhood. Not many, but some. And I didn\u2019t care how many had done it, just that it could be done. I had very little support in this, I don\u2019t think anyone seriously thought I was going to do it. I got a lot of polite smiles and condescending looks, but I knew I was going to make it work.<\/p>\n

\"triplet<\/a><\/div>\n

I also knew that breastfeeding would mean supply and demand, no schedule or strict routine, and I definitely wasn\u2019t going to be waking anyone up! Even now when all three are sleeping, I am grateful, I don\u2019t go messing with it! I talked to a triplet mama who had breastfed hers for a few weeks and she said the traditional wisdom was to tandem feed two babies and give the third a bottle of formula, then rotate which baby got the formula. She said another option was to feed one baby one side, the next baby the next side and by the time you got to the third baby, the first boob should be almost full again. This sounded perfect to me and I decided this was how I would do it, then there was no need for formula, which I personally wanted to stay as far away from as possible. (Even though in NZ, a formula company gives triplet parents a YEAR’S free supply of formula!)<\/p>\n

\"triplet<\/a><\/div>\n

As far as sleeping went, we bought 3 cots but decided we would figure out sleeping when the babies arrived and we knew a bit more about their personalities and how they liked to sleep. But our nursery was big enough for these three cots and also a queen size bed so that at least one of us was going to be sleeping in there with them all the time.<\/p>\n

\"triplet<\/a><\/div>\n

When it came to getting out of the house it was important to me to be very mobile. I read one woman\u2019s story that she didn\u2019t get past her front door for the first year and I so didn\u2019t want that to be me. I believe that babies as well as mamas go a bit stir crazy if they don\u2019t get out in the fresh air as much as possible. I don\u2019t drive, but I love walking so I needed a good buggy but didn\u2019t want the HUGE triple buggies that are on the market. We decided on a double buggy and wearing one baby in a sling, which later became an Ergo. It also has the added bonus of keeping us a bit more incognito, as most people miss the baby in the Ergo and think I \u2018just\u2019 have twins, which isn\u2019t worth stopping me for!<\/p>\n

\"newborn<\/a><\/div>\n

So we were as prepared as we could be for the arrival of our troublets. We had our anniversary on the 11.11.11, and 11 days later I went into labour at 34 weeks and at 2.22am gave birth via c-section to Willow Harper, Connor Kingston, and Summer Lily, weighing 4lb 7oz, 5lb 8oz, and 4lb 8oz. The beginning of our journey together wasn\u2019t as attached as I wanted, there was no skin to skin for a while, I got my first cuddle with Connor the next day, Summer the day after that, and Willow the day after that. It seemed so wrong that I was unable to hold them and feed them from the very beginning but we knew that they would come early and that we would have a challenge with early birth bonding. We spent all day for 10 days standing next to their<\/p>\n

\"triplet<\/a><\/div>\n

incubators, touching them, changing them and talking to them. Then we moved into a lower care level of NICU where they were in open cots and we were in charge of their daily care a lot more. They still had nasogastric tubes in for feeding but before every feed I would offer the breast, trying desperately to get my huge nipple into their tiny little mouths! Eight days of that and they were all feeding well so their tubes came out and we went into the \u2018parent room\u2019, which is like a hotel room that you can\u2019t leave. We had to get them all feeding, without any help from the nurses, and have them all gain weight before we could leave. On the first morning both the girls had lost only an ounce and Connor had remained stable, and on the second morning everyone gained an ounce! This was good enough to get us sent home, so after just 3 weeks in NICU we were sent off to do it on our own.<\/p>\n

\"happy<\/a><\/div>\n

Our first plan was for both of us to get up to each baby, each time they cried, and I would feed and Jason would burp and change. This lasted two nights before we realised this meant NO sleep for anyone! Our next plan was to do shifts. I would pump milk for Jason to feed all three during the 9pm-2am shift and I would feed all three during the 2am-7am shift. After a week I was getting a nice 5 hour sleep, but Jas had struck the \u2018screaming shift\u2019 and was having a hard time dealing with all three by himself. On to plan C. I would co-sleep with Connor, who had shown himself to be a rather loud disturbance to both the girls, and feed him all night. I would pump after every feed. Between 9pm and 6am Jas would be responsible for feeding the girls with the milk I had pumped the night before. This plan has worked so well it is still in place. And the girls have gone from 4 feeds each a night down to 1-2 feeds, sometimes no feeds a night, whereas my little co-sleeper is still waking every couple of hours!<\/p>\n

\"triplets<\/a><\/div>\n

I was still constantly searching the internet for breastfeeding support and it was when the babies were probably 2-3 months old that I came across The Badass Breastfeeder<\/a>\u2019s page. I loved it immediately for embracing breastfeeding so profoundly. It also seemed a perfect forum for me as getting out and meeting other mamas was a total mission, but being able to connect on the internet and leave my computer when I was \u2018called for\u2019 was just what I needed. As I read more in the \u2018about\u2019 section I had my first encounter with the words \u2018attachment parenting\u2019, and I realised that this had always been my parenting style and I was doubly grateful to have found this page! I gained so much support from the women here, and lots of praise for what I was doing, which had been sort of lacking in the \u2018real world\u2019. Attachment parenting with triplets is quite difficult and I felt bad about what I wasn\u2019t able to do, but these women helped me to focus on what I CAN do, and AM doing, and how amazing it is. I still faced a lot of skeptics and people who seemed to just be waiting for me to fail, so it was truly wonderful for me to have found this group of women who lift me up and heal my soul after a hard day or night.<\/p>\n

\"triplets<\/a><\/div>\n

We don\u2019t do CIO, but there is still a lot of crying in our house! Sometimes when they all kick off it\u2019s like triage, trying to figure out who needs what and who can be dealt with quickest so we can get to the next one without leaving them too long. Trying to understand the communication of three little ones can be overwhelming at times, but leaving them to cry is just not an option for me, every maternal fibre of my being tells me to go to that baby so that\u2019s what I do. Yes, it\u2019s exhausting but it\u2019s not about me, it\u2019s about the best possible parenting I can give these babies. And as many a wise badass has commented, \u2018this too shall pass\u2019!!<\/p>\n

\"bouncy<\/a><\/div>\n

We are now one year down the track\u2026 our 3 little monkeys are now toddlers, not babies! The first year has passed in a bit of blur but we\u2019ve been very lucky that all three are healthy, I\u2019ve had no issues with breastfeeding and both Jason and I are still upright so we must be getting SOME sleep! I have grown more than I would’ve believed possible in raising these babies, and I believe that had I not had the life experiences that I have with losing my first husband, being a sole parent to two children, going through the emotionally challenging process of IVF, having a miscarriage, as well as numerous other life lessons then I would probably not be dealing with today\u2019s challenges with nearly as much strength. I remember a friend saying to me soon after Brian had died that \u2018what doesn\u2019t kill you makes you<\/p>\n

\"siblings<\/a><\/div>\n

stronger\u2019, and I said \u2018I don\u2019t want to know what the universe has in store for me that I am going to need this much strength for!\u2019 But now I know! Attachment parenting demands a lot of you, being responsive to not one but three babies\u2019 needs is utterly exhausting. It\u2019s not like having three children of different ages as all their needs are the same, and they want what they need all at the same time! But it is still worth it I think. This is my job, this is what I am committed to doing. And I owe it to my children to do my job to the very best of my ability. I owe it to them to not chuck in the towel on all things AP because it\u2019s a bit hard, or we\u2019d like some more sleep, or it doesn\u2019t immediately reap benefits. One of the reasons I don\u2019t get as much support as I would like from the multiple community is because if I<\/p>\n

\"happy<\/a><\/div>\n

complain about lack of sleep they will say \u201cWell you\u2019ve done great to get this far but it\u2019s time to switch to formula now and let someone else take over so you can get some sleep!\u201d One of the things I love about the Badass is that I can complain about being the walking dead and NO-ONE says I should switch to formula! I\u2019m not as crunchy as I would like to be but I can\u2019t do anything about that, I have three little people to be responsive to and so some other things just can\u2019t be done\u2026like making my own organic baby food, or cloth diapering, or more substantial baby wearing.<\/p>\n

\"triplet<\/a><\/div>\n

Oh and the results of AP? Tayla is nearly 21 and is just 2 weeks away from gaining her degree in Performing Arts majoring in acting, she is also a singer and a dancer, Dyani is 19 and just finishing her first year of a Bachelor of Science degree, double majoring in psychology and physiology. They are unbelievable people, they are intelligent, insightful, kind, generous, independent, mature, loving, creative, and beautiful inside and out. They have heaps of friends who love them dearly, Dyani has been with her girlfriend for over a year and Tayla has just finished her first
\nrelationship. Both have great life skills and a self belief that have enabled them to navigate their life journey so far with amazing maturity and grace. Of course I love them, I\u2019m their mama, but I also REALLY REALLY like them as people\u2026and I think that is the best thing you could ever say about your children. Being responsive to your childrens’ needs never ends but they have taught me that babyhood\/childhood is gone in an eyeblink and my need for more sleep will just have to wait\u2026.. but not as long as I may think.<\/p>\n

Davina Wright<\/p>\n

*Davina was featured in The New Zealand La Leche League national newsletter ‘Aroha.’ “Three Babies, Two Breasts” tells her story of breastfeeding triplets. She is now offering her support to other breastfeeding mothers of multiples.<\/p>\n

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**If you are a mother of triplets or are expecting triplets and are breastfeeding, have breastfed in the past or plan to breastfeed you can request to join Davina’s private support group on Facebook. Your request can be made by sending her a PM to her personal Facebook account<\/a>.<\/div>\n
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